Ascending the roller coaster
From a young age, centrifuge and velocity in any combination result in wooziness, nausea, lightheadedness, and panic. As long as there is stillness, I can manage heights. But tides, waves, and other energy forcing acceleration on my being, are distressing. After a very enjoyable sisters retreat at Cannon Beach Oregon, I met with my oncologist. Once again, a concerning CT scan loads and locks me into me into my cart and the ascent builds tension click by click, clank by clank. Another MRI, echo cardiogram, and two weeks waiting on results to confirm the suspected liver metastasis. Physical symptomology is not present, but if confirmed, another change in medical treatment, most likely from pills to IV infusions will follow. I hear Elder Patrick Kearnan's Oct 2025 General conference message: " The Father’s beautiful plan is designed to bring His children home, not to keep them out. “God is in relentless pursuit of you.” "The purpose of this earth is to give an opportunity t...