Journaling
It is said "A place for everything and everything in it's place."
I laugh.
If you were to look in my home today (which you won't because I'm not letting anyone in it!), I don't think you'd find anything in it's place. It's a total disaster from weeks ( years? ) of neglect. What happenned to my clutter free environment? So many people compliment on how organized I am. It comes out when I conduct a meeting, or set up my work schedule, or do public things. If they only knew that is only the inner me.
The inner me loves tranquility, organization, harmony and clutter-free ease. I love tidiness. Tidy square foot gardens, storage containers all neatly labeled, beds made whenever they are not in use, crayons and colored pencils in their original boxes.... I used to even make my bed before crawling in at night if my day had been too busy to do it before I left the house - ok, well that habit stuck because I made my bed last night before climbing in it :-)
But my life - well that's a whole different world. Even my journal keeping is all over the place. Some of my "journaling" is on the computer desk top, some on the lap top, some in a written journal, some in various spiral theme notebooks, and some in little scrapbooks.
I anticipate living a life in harmony with my inner self someday. However, it's been chaotic for so long, I'm starting to wonder if it's possible.
I laugh.
If you were to look in my home today (which you won't because I'm not letting anyone in it!), I don't think you'd find anything in it's place. It's a total disaster from weeks ( years? ) of neglect. What happenned to my clutter free environment? So many people compliment on how organized I am. It comes out when I conduct a meeting, or set up my work schedule, or do public things. If they only knew that is only the inner me.
The inner me loves tranquility, organization, harmony and clutter-free ease. I love tidiness. Tidy square foot gardens, storage containers all neatly labeled, beds made whenever they are not in use, crayons and colored pencils in their original boxes.... I used to even make my bed before crawling in at night if my day had been too busy to do it before I left the house - ok, well that habit stuck because I made my bed last night before climbing in it :-)
But my life - well that's a whole different world. Even my journal keeping is all over the place. Some of my "journaling" is on the computer desk top, some on the lap top, some in a written journal, some in various spiral theme notebooks, and some in little scrapbooks.
I anticipate living a life in harmony with my inner self someday. However, it's been chaotic for so long, I'm starting to wonder if it's possible.
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